did you ever feel like you lost a friend to fashion?
cause lately ive been wondering where you lost your passion.....
shananana
welcome to deadzville population us,
please enjoy the party favors,
coffin fresheners for everyone!
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and right now i am laughing at myself in the library at school,
and this is sheer hilarity
most of the time, i really love my life
i have a 6 page paper on buddhism and hinduism due tonight, 11:59pm
unfortunately, i have yet to start said paper, and am now instead blogging about procrastination....
and i'm sure i will continue to do so
blahblahblah
i want to travel out of here
lean mean gypsy queen.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
february 19th 2009
showing insecurities,
you seek reassurance,
you won't find strength through me,
don't expect a deterrent.
asking quietly,
"who do you like more?"
i said there's no comparison,
and then went through your door.
sorry to say, sorry i lied.
it wasn't fair, it wasn't right,
for you to make me try and choose,
so here comes the truth,
if you tried, you'd lose.
there is no comparison,
because she is above everything,
and everyone, and anything and every place i've ever seen,
or anywhere i've ever been.
that would be all
;)
you seek reassurance,
you won't find strength through me,
don't expect a deterrent.
asking quietly,
"who do you like more?"
i said there's no comparison,
and then went through your door.
sorry to say, sorry i lied.
it wasn't fair, it wasn't right,
for you to make me try and choose,
so here comes the truth,
if you tried, you'd lose.
there is no comparison,
because she is above everything,
and everyone, and anything and every place i've ever seen,
or anywhere i've ever been.
that would be all
;)
Friday, February 13, 2009
february 13th 2009
the season of love
hippies said summer was the season,
but i know winter is the one for love.
meeting you during the fall, without reason,
and then knowing you for the catch.
it's safe to say we're a perfect match.
like the beatles, so happy together,
i say, you're the ying to my yang.
so in sync, we're birds of a feather.
kissing to songs about cape cod,
smiles and laughter, two peas in a pod.
meeting eachother, through people we both know,
it's almost bizarre, wistful for more memories,
we could have met so long ago.
it doesn't matter now, 'cause you are mine.
my sweet rarity, the perfect valentine.
hippies said summer was the season,
but i know winter is the one for love.
meeting you during the fall, without reason,
and then knowing you for the catch.
it's safe to say we're a perfect match.
like the beatles, so happy together,
i say, you're the ying to my yang.
so in sync, we're birds of a feather.
kissing to songs about cape cod,
smiles and laughter, two peas in a pod.
meeting eachother, through people we both know,
it's almost bizarre, wistful for more memories,
we could have met so long ago.
it doesn't matter now, 'cause you are mine.
my sweet rarity, the perfect valentine.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
same thing pouring out yet again
didnt feel like writing this in a myspace bulletin
SHA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA
feelin' fiesty
likin' it nicely
keep it spicy, cause i think of you highly.
don't disappoint, don't fade out,
burn out if you have to, but don't be a bore.
keep up the notions, you know it's you i adore.
yes you, only you, every other i forgot.
it's not just the thrill of the chase,
hands open, you tried to catch me, and you caught.
sometimes fear finds me, like a deer in the headlights
and i freeze up and grow silent, like some lonely nights
but then morning comes, and i'm not mourning some,
just come take me away, far far away
and we'll pretend we're latin, carpe diem and seize the day,
the day the week the month the year
and soon enough it will all become clear
you are you and i am me and we are we
and together we are here.
SHA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA
feelin' fiesty
likin' it nicely
keep it spicy, cause i think of you highly.
don't disappoint, don't fade out,
burn out if you have to, but don't be a bore.
keep up the notions, you know it's you i adore.
yes you, only you, every other i forgot.
it's not just the thrill of the chase,
hands open, you tried to catch me, and you caught.
sometimes fear finds me, like a deer in the headlights
and i freeze up and grow silent, like some lonely nights
but then morning comes, and i'm not mourning some,
just come take me away, far far away
and we'll pretend we're latin, carpe diem and seize the day,
the day the week the month the year
and soon enough it will all become clear
you are you and i am me and we are we
and together we are here.
february 12th 2009
gettin' it all figured it out
yeah i got YOU figured out
it's not that hard
you're not that hard sans the core
but you're not an apple....
not the one in my eye, anymore.
today is me and bks one month
but i dont think he realizes it.......
i love that boy goodbye
yeah i got YOU figured out
it's not that hard
you're not that hard sans the core
but you're not an apple....
not the one in my eye, anymore.
today is me and bks one month
but i dont think he realizes it.......
i love that boy goodbye
Friday, February 6, 2009
february 6th 2009 continues
anything to make you smile....
you are the everliving ghost of what once was.
i never wanna hear you say you'd be better off,
or you liked it that way.
and no one is ever gonna love you more than i do,
no one's gonna love you more than i do.....
definitely lovin on the boyfriend
i must be some sort of crazy or something
i have an idea in my head and it wont leave me alone
so i threw it in the pantry and now it lives with the cans
tomato soup and chicken noodle are at odds with eachother
that idea serves as a great mediator
make peace with eachother
animal and plant
it's possible i know it is
we do what we can even if we can't
and that makes absolutely no sense
but better than your two cents
that i said i didn't ask for to begin with
and i'm not being mean
just really quite frank
cause this is for my thoughts
so i think i thunk i thank
you are the everliving ghost of what once was.
i never wanna hear you say you'd be better off,
or you liked it that way.
and no one is ever gonna love you more than i do,
no one's gonna love you more than i do.....
definitely lovin on the boyfriend
i must be some sort of crazy or something
i have an idea in my head and it wont leave me alone
so i threw it in the pantry and now it lives with the cans
tomato soup and chicken noodle are at odds with eachother
that idea serves as a great mediator
make peace with eachother
animal and plant
it's possible i know it is
we do what we can even if we can't
and that makes absolutely no sense
but better than your two cents
that i said i didn't ask for to begin with
and i'm not being mean
just really quite frank
cause this is for my thoughts
so i think i thunk i thank
february 6th 2009
OH HAY!
so its been a few days so lets just recap
first day of subway shitty > excellent
it was okay
i just dont know how to do anything
but ill learn and progress :)
TODAY IS A VERY PRODUCTIVE TODAY
i'm plotting my v day destruction for bk
destruction being the operative word....
LOVELY LOVELY LOVELY
listening to circa survive
and bein pretty damn happy
marriedtothesea.com
who wants a realdoll?!
lol,
im so giddy today
maybe ill hit the gym when my brother gets home so i can use his ipod >_>
so its been a few days so lets just recap
first day of subway shitty > excellent
it was okay
i just dont know how to do anything
but ill learn and progress :)
TODAY IS A VERY PRODUCTIVE TODAY
i'm plotting my v day destruction for bk
destruction being the operative word....
LOVELY LOVELY LOVELY
listening to circa survive
and bein pretty damn happy
marriedtothesea.com
who wants a realdoll?!
lol,
im so giddy today
maybe ill hit the gym when my brother gets home so i can use his ipod >_>
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
february 4th 2009
so, my classes got dropped, reinstating two of them. ditching psych cause i dislike my teacher, gotta pay 456 straight cash.
fuck bcc man
at least theyre letting me continue with my edumacation....:D
this is whats on my mind
i wanna cook you dinner,
in my finest clothes.
and then we can do it on your kitchen counter,
but be quiet so nobody knows.
i want your smile.
i want your body.
i want everything you have to give.
i'm walking through my life,
now i'm running, you make me live.
what do i love about you so?
would it be the taste of your lips?
could it be the grind of your hips?
the truth is i don't rightly know.
maybe it's the way you stay and never go.
i don't think ill put my finger on it,
but i really like that face of yours,
i suppose ill linger on it.
im not gonna write anymore...........
too much dance in these pantz
I WANT IT
>:D
this is much too silly
fuck bcc man
at least theyre letting me continue with my edumacation....:D
this is whats on my mind
i wanna cook you dinner,
in my finest clothes.
and then we can do it on your kitchen counter,
but be quiet so nobody knows.
i want your smile.
i want your body.
i want everything you have to give.
i'm walking through my life,
now i'm running, you make me live.
what do i love about you so?
would it be the taste of your lips?
could it be the grind of your hips?
the truth is i don't rightly know.
maybe it's the way you stay and never go.
i don't think ill put my finger on it,
but i really like that face of yours,
i suppose ill linger on it.
im not gonna write anymore...........
too much dance in these pantz
I WANT IT
>:D
this is much too silly
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
february 3rd 2009
i found out today that my tuition pay account was terminated,
so i need to figure out a way to stay in school, hopefully the college will let me pay it off to them.......
feeling a bit better
got really excited
and then..........
NOTSOMUCH
i hate when you don't get what you give,
but nobody ever said life would be fair right?
my tired of being the "outgoing" girl.
even my boyfriend says the thing he loves about me most
is the fact that i'm so outgoing, and so happy and bubbly all the time....
well, i have news for all of you,
I AM NOT HAPPY AND BUBBLY ALL THE TIME!
AT ALL!!!
why do you think i avoid most of you all the time?
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO ACT ALL HAPPY WHEN I'M NOT.
and when i'm not
its so much more than obvious,
and people get in your face and they ask,
" whats wrong? you seem really sad today! you're never sad!"
and i just say, " oh nothing, i'm just tired,"
what i really mean is
"leave me alone, i don't trust you enough to tell you about my problems!"
harsh as that may sound,
no one can be trusted around here.
i witness people manipulating other people everyday
and i refuse to be a part of that.
knowledge is power, and people always want control.
well,i won't give you mine.
i feel really stressed out right now
and there is nobody to help me....
i wish somebody would help me.
so here's a funny picture and you can forget i just wrote all of that
HOORAY I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<33333!!!!!!
toothpastefordinner.com
so i need to figure out a way to stay in school, hopefully the college will let me pay it off to them.......
feeling a bit better
got really excited
and then..........
NOTSOMUCH
i hate when you don't get what you give,
but nobody ever said life would be fair right?
my tired of being the "outgoing" girl.
even my boyfriend says the thing he loves about me most
is the fact that i'm so outgoing, and so happy and bubbly all the time....
well, i have news for all of you,
I AM NOT HAPPY AND BUBBLY ALL THE TIME!
AT ALL!!!
why do you think i avoid most of you all the time?
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO ACT ALL HAPPY WHEN I'M NOT.
and when i'm not
its so much more than obvious,
and people get in your face and they ask,
" whats wrong? you seem really sad today! you're never sad!"
and i just say, " oh nothing, i'm just tired,"
what i really mean is
"leave me alone, i don't trust you enough to tell you about my problems!"
harsh as that may sound,
no one can be trusted around here.
i witness people manipulating other people everyday
and i refuse to be a part of that.
knowledge is power, and people always want control.
well,i won't give you mine.
i feel really stressed out right now
and there is nobody to help me....
i wish somebody would help me.
so here's a funny picture and you can forget i just wrote all of that
HOORAY I LOVE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<33333!!!!!!
toothpastefordinner.com
Monday, February 2, 2009
february 2nd 2009
Is it february already? now's about time we remind ourselves exactly how to spell said month, feb rooo airy?
yeah. something like that. school is kicked back into high gear, people are worried about what to get their significant (or insignificant but keep them around anyway) others for the dreaded valentine's day.
hmm hmm hmm
i don't know about you, but i already know what i'm doing for my valentine,
if you want any suggestions,
don't buy that store kitschy krap,
i think everyone likes a gift better when the person makes it for them,
but that's just me!
today i'm going to write somethign i haven't done in a while due to rampant plagiarism,
letters i'll never send! part 4!!!!
bum bum bum
any of you who may have my myspace,
which whoever is reading this does,
because that's where i put the link,
should probably read my letters' blogs
i stopped writing them because,
well, people started writing them as well,
which people sometimes do when lacking originality,
whatever though, i get mine.
dear my psychology teacher,
i do not care about how many glasses of wine it takes to drink with your lasagna plate at the olive garden, to get a dui. DO NOT CARE. the factt hat you say the same phrase in every glass only irks me more and more and makes me wish i had taken the 7am class with stein.
p.s.
your daughter is a chubby pretentious witch :)
sincerely and dearly,
your student.
dear boardgames,
why do you have so many pieces?
and why is it that the one piece i want to play in monopoly is NEVER THERE?
yeah i'm talking about you, hat.
fuck you,
still playing.
dear myspace girls,
nobody takes pictures in their underwear anymore.
it's just tacky, what would your mother say?
denying you as a friend,
LoVe AlWaYs. XoXo!
i'm cracking myself up right now
and i'm just completely too hyped up to be
A) in school
and
B) drinking more coffee >:DDDDD
MUWAHAHAHAHA
and p.s.
those of you who wish to remain my friend purely for social reasons, don't think i haven't noticed,
that's all i'll say about that :)
>:D
yeah. something like that. school is kicked back into high gear, people are worried about what to get their significant (or insignificant but keep them around anyway) others for the dreaded valentine's day.
hmm hmm hmm
i don't know about you, but i already know what i'm doing for my valentine,
if you want any suggestions,
don't buy that store kitschy krap,
i think everyone likes a gift better when the person makes it for them,
but that's just me!
today i'm going to write somethign i haven't done in a while due to rampant plagiarism,
letters i'll never send! part 4!!!!
bum bum bum
any of you who may have my myspace,
which whoever is reading this does,
because that's where i put the link,
should probably read my letters' blogs
i stopped writing them because,
well, people started writing them as well,
which people sometimes do when lacking originality,
whatever though, i get mine.
dear my psychology teacher,
i do not care about how many glasses of wine it takes to drink with your lasagna plate at the olive garden, to get a dui. DO NOT CARE. the factt hat you say the same phrase in every glass only irks me more and more and makes me wish i had taken the 7am class with stein.
p.s.
your daughter is a chubby pretentious witch :)
sincerely and dearly,
your student.
dear boardgames,
why do you have so many pieces?
and why is it that the one piece i want to play in monopoly is NEVER THERE?
yeah i'm talking about you, hat.
fuck you,
still playing.
dear myspace girls,
nobody takes pictures in their underwear anymore.
it's just tacky, what would your mother say?
denying you as a friend,
LoVe AlWaYs. XoXo!
i'm cracking myself up right now
and i'm just completely too hyped up to be
A) in school
and
B) drinking more coffee >:DDDDD
MUWAHAHAHAHA
and p.s.
those of you who wish to remain my friend purely for social reasons, don't think i haven't noticed,
that's all i'll say about that :)
>:D
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