january 31st 2009

its the last day of january....
hoo fucking RAY
you know what that means....
valentines day is tick tocking it's unwelcome way in!
welcome welcome everyone!
nows the time for those that are alone, to feel lonely
and those that have someone, to be somebody
so sorry to those of you who dont have anyone!
get drunk and cry about it....
and i say that like i mean it
cause thats what i used to do,
and well, it worked pretty alright for me.
life is a cycle, oil up your wheels and get ready to RACE.
heather is watching me type this
but thats okay because if i ever wanted an audience shed be in the front row
insert laughter here
well, anyway fellow readers,
as i continue along my merry way
i am currently babysitting
so LURK ON!
cause i know you do ;)
........................
unexpected phone calls jar me oddly
dont call me
unless i call you first
cause if i didnt call you to begin with
i probably DONT want to talk....
to YOU.
not just in general
but anyone
so stfu and leave a voicemail.
JUSTKIDDING
that really only applies to like one or two people that probably wouldnt read this anyway.
so on to more happy things
like when will i write another poem?
WELL

the voice on the phone,
sounds much too slurred.
you say you're not drunk,
i say you're absurd.

dont try to pretend,
things are the way they were.
the times come and go,
the lesson's been learned.

so don't try to school me,
on how you think you're the very best.
i know fact from fiction,
you failed, retook,
and failed again that same test.

enough about that,
i'll let sleeping dogs lie,
right to your face,
and then watch you cry.

i'm not being brutal,
just realistically serene,
i'm so much more than done with you,
and i've fled the scene.

you can give me your tears,
but goodbyes were screamed forever ago.
no matter how much you question me,
the answer will always be "no."

FINITO



BRUTAL.
BYE,